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chichiの作品は現在32シリーズに全て分類されています💌

赤の生 / Vie rouge

Born in colorful paradise with some complicated destiny /ちょっと複雑な運命を背負いながらカラフルなパラダイスに生まれる

1977 chichi born as first child & grandchild of the wealthy large landlord family line of Takasaki, Gunma, Japan /1977年、群馬県高崎市の先祖代々大地主の家系の初孫として生を受け恵まれた暮らしの元育つが、その環境は笑いが少なく厳格で冷たいものだった。父親は、歳上の母親と学生結婚し、その後群馬県警の警察となるが、後に高校教師へ。

父は大変難しい人で幼少期より暴力的なものも経験していたが、チチだけはそんな父親を尊敬し憎むことはなかった。

-chichi had 5 fatal accidents at 2, 3, elementary5, high school1. god saved her./幼少から高校にかけて五つもの命に関わりかねない事故に遭う

-jsut after 5th accident, family to wrong direction, chichi noticed she be painter at this time. chichi's art was already established through this big agony this time.

chichi had to challenge for / against family problem all life, then to protect mom, great influence on chichi life./五つ目の事故の直後、家族の中で大きく悪い方向に一気に動き出す。父である。その異変に長女として強い何かを背負うことになる。そして何かわからないこの苦しみはこの時無意識に内から飛び出した絵となる。この時にチチの画風が確立した。

1994 father abondoned family/父、家を出て行く

-dad was police officer, very and sometimes unreasonably strict, violent,and really horrible. and had some dark aspect against his parents. he married mother at university. finally he s gone. this event become the most important to chichi' s life./

1995 left home to university of international studies

-mother worked so hard to let us all into higer university education alone, really hard was it. chichi always thanks mom for it.

~ chichi enjoy herself fully , separated and released from gunma family problems.~

(study. work, art, and any that chichi want)

-1997 first abroad , france/swiss, chichi finally met paris.

-since then chichi 's been to various foreign countries in enrope.

-1999 chichi chose to work teacher of english, in order to develop and protect her artistique life. into night life.

-chichi enjoy really her life and her art including music (she loves art and music as well), several concours and exhibitions, too, though she doesn't like her art works this way. chichi feel that she is not artist like others. ''i am a true artist'' she knows. but how? always wondering in her own wonderland. chichi is all time living floating between sky and earth, that's her imagine world.

2005 marriage

-she 's got greatest love from a man and married after 5 years together (known since at university)

2007 lost unborn child

-a new life by chance come and gone. By this great sadness, chichi's life appearently changed towards darker side.

青の生 / vie bleue

worst happend, evil came. that's human. ''double curses''

2007 chichi felt bad wtih contact lenses and one day tears didn't stop after she kept crying. doctors didn't understand cause.

2008 chichi tried special contact lenses but too hard on her eyes, it should have been stopped immediately, but doctor was evil. she was fool too.

2009 a doctor robbed her of fine eyes (1) ''first curse''

-big damage to eyes, particullary mentally dissappointed greatly since it's related to her appearance. (eyes were her greatest strong attractive parts of the body)

-ear trouble by large stress of this and worsened marriage life

-first time the thought of death in her mind

2010 chichi decide to live away from husband just trying to escape from unknown unfortune and pain regardless of strong love and ties there for each other. she s losing sight of important invisible thing for life.

2010 mental stress caused finally another unusual fearful unbelievable thing.

-eyes got serious and strange symptom, really horrible, chichi didn't understand what happened and was happening to her eyes.

-sudden sleepless strange symptom came up to one week unbearable awful sleepless, into hospital

2011 a doctor robbed her of almost all health and beauty, down to the hell(2) ''second curse''

her life changed totally.

( chichi had no sleep for one week cuz of some unusual symptom, then had to go to hospital, where she was misdiagnosed as serious mental illness and made to take unnecessary poisonous medicine for 8 months. )

-chichi had been suffering from unbearable side-effects, even after stopping them (one of her friend was so shocked at her so different to make her stop it.)

-chichi lost chichi-self both physically and mentally, lost almost all , health, normal life, beauty, happy, people, comfort, painless days, painless usual eyes, hope, dream, important things, no mirror, normal sight, identity, job. friends, familly,........

''Where's me? '' ''it's not me!'' ''where is me?'' , chichi ask and cry before the mirror even though not seeing well cuz pain continue and increase unbearably and, eyes give unbelievable signs against her trying to look into the mirror. mirror chichi liked changed to the deadly weapon.

〜long in hell life miserable and alone and dark〜

2012 divorce

-chichi had no choice but to be alone to fight against her curses. she loves him he loves her much more than she does. but she chose to get alone. she got blind from their love.

2016 she saw her daddy for the first time in 21 years since he left family in 1994.

-2017 chichi has been always in darkness knowin that she had met devils in this world.

2018 because of those long damage from above, her eye into more serious condtion. the other eye can hardly see now. she s got trully visually challenged ..... this is great depression of course. how much it will recover, is, god knows.

そして、and now...!

~~~chichiの「第3の生」は、何色になるのか？！~~~

/what color will be chichi's third life ! ?

『この様なくるしみをいくつ課されようがchichiは芸術の力で必ず次の色の花を咲かす。』

※nevertheless, chichi s love is eternal immortal here & there & .....

(それでもchichiの愛は、永遠に消えない、時・場所を越えて。the truth is here)

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10 years around passed, finally black curse is broken now

everything back to mind clearly. awakend, to find she feels her body changed terribly and lost her love.

《黒の呪いにかけられた様な約10年後、ついに恐ろしい呪いは解けた。chichiは長い眠りから目覚めた。しかし、突如全ての事が頭に蘇り、気付いたのは、変わり果てた体と何より大切な愛(する人)をうしなっていた。》

愛の生/vie d'amour

destiny love will never end (awakening)

2020 finally black curse on her is gone.

-chichi awakened so suddenly after her daddy (he left her at highschool and saw again in 2016) passed away in February at 68.

-at once, her love to ex-husband revived vivdly and she knows that he is her single true man all her life, it is trully true love. my goodness! 8 years passed! since she offered him divorce. she decide to have this love come back to life and to love him and each other all life long. never end never.